I'm Scared

I dread going to the oncologist today.  I know my biopsy is going to hurt, and I just feel all this dread bubbling up inside me.  I don't think my cancer is back, but I don't know that for sure.  I hate these quarterly visits.  You spend life in remission feeling fine until that biopsy day comes up.  @!#$!$#%!@#$!@#

I am sure I will be fine.  Just say a prayer for me anyway.